closure on Thursday, December 25, 2008
Dancing bears painted wings, things I almost remember...
Things my heart used to know once upon a december...

MERRY CHRISTMAS;
A HAPPY NEW YEAR!
I know I've been nonexistent in this area for as long as I can remember
but I'm not going to apologise cause I don't have to make excuses let
alone be sorry for having so much fun in my life(:
Anyway, it's damn near dawn and I've been reading and watching
some heart-wrenching things, I have been eating chocolate
and drinking all sorts of sweet things. Sweetness is almost visibly oozing out from my system
so I decided to just leave a bit of my heart here and just say it already.
(insert sigh here)
If you've crossed my path, shared a laugh, held my hand when I cried or
butted into my life and altered it irrevocably, I wanna say thanks.
For making that difference in my life. For sharing your life somehow.
And, for those with the stronger impact, I love you. No matter how much I hurt you or
vice versa. It's your fault I love you, you must have done something. So deal with the consequence(:
2008 became one of my favourite years because of a lot of things that happened but mostly, it's cause you came into my life. Met loads of new people this year and it's made me undeniably happier. Even when I'm being the grouch, thanks for bearing with me.
"FOR...
For looking at me and not judging
for lending a shoulder with care.
For being patient when I can't be,
For looking at me and not judging
for lending a shoulder with care.
For being patient when I can't be,
Simply just for being there.
For not minding me when I break
for seeing me through, ripping hair.
For accepting me as I am and can be,
Simply for just being there.
For smacking me when I need it,
for letting me snore away on the chair.
For always being so much more,
Simply for just being there,
THANK YOU"
For always being so much more,
Simply for just being there,
THANK YOU"
for some strange reason, my favourite fictional couples form from a forbidden love: romeo and juliet, eric/phantom and christine, catherine and heathcliff and now... edward and bella.
Ha, ha, I'm a sadistic piece of shit, says Janey. Thanks hon, happy new year to you too!
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Let's toast to 2009 (: